I feel like this is the best decision I’ve made in a long, long time. It’s like I almost forgot the sound of silence, I almost forgot that silence heals. So much of my life stems from delusion, it’s easy to run away from reality when you’ve got sunlight and music and friends and places to go and people to see. It’s good to sit down with myself and remember all the things I’ve been trying to forget. It’s good to be honest with myself again.